Hey there everyone!

I am listening to the soundrack of the O.C. right know and I think you have to listen to it as well... it's very nice
But this wasn't what I wanted to say in my journal at all It was just a recommendation ^^

So... I am so confused at the moment... I just don't know, what I want.
Yes, as you can guess the subject are men!
I don't know if it is because it is christmas time, but I really want someone I can hug and so on
But I don't know, if I am in love or not... My feelings are so... confused.
Oh, how I hate this "..." xD
But it's time to use them!

So, I am thinking really alot about it.
The result of it is my current deviation ^^
She just looks like me xD

So far, so good...! I really have to go to bed, but I am not tired yet I just slept for 2 hours today afternoon... No good idea I guess ^^°

So, o yasumi minasan!

Good night!

Hum, I feel so bored at the moment...
So I just thought to write a little bit.
I really, really want to draw a nice pic again, but I forgot my pencil case at my mom's.
I think, I will visit her tomorrow, but I do not know if there is time enough. I hope so! I have to draaaaaw ^^
I am also thinking about buying a graphic tablet again... my old one was not good anymore and so I gave it to my good old friend jensma

So far...!
I hope you are not too bored of this juornal

Hey there everyone!

I think, i am back ^^
Sorry for not being online for such a long time... but I was so demotivated and all ;(
There are so many great artists here and I thought I was not good enough.
But now I do not care anymore
I think, I have to find my own style.

At the moment I am still staying in Japan, but I will go home tomorrow.
So there will be some new pics in the near future ^^

Yours,
Szeska

Hi there!

Sorry for not submitting anything for such a long time...
I'm not in the mood to draw anything. T_T
Also I can't use OpenCanvas anymore. ;_;
But maybe I'll scan some of my handdrawing pictures, like I did with the Darkpic.

Meeh, the main subject I wanted to talk about is the I-Pod Contest I joined. I would be very happy, if you would visit this page:
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I don't want to be the first winner (because I don't have a car and that's the first price. xD)... But I want to be under the first 30.

Full Membership! <3

Mood: Happyyy!
Listening to: Marc Taranzy - Love To Be Loved By You
Watching: Howl's Moving Castle *-*

Yeaaah, today morning I opened my Browser and went to DA and there was it - the massage in which stood I got a free full membership. *-*
I'm soo happy about it.

I'll upload some new pics in a few days... maybe today evening... oo

My holidays ended today and I have to go to school. But this won't be bad for my drawings. So don't worry.


Yours, Szeska. ^.^